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my land

June 8th, 2014 (09:53 pm)


From my brief visit to my Land on the last weekend of May.
I missed this place so much. True, it changed a lot, especially village, but there is still power in there.



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I had an idea to ask my uncle to let me use his cabin in there for some time, so I can finally have some vacation. I already asked him and he agreed, now I need to decide in time ;)

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blue box

June 8th, 2014 (09:22 pm)
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beautiful box from india shop ;)



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starstuff

June 5th, 2014 (12:10 am)
dzwięki: Wardruna - Dagr



from today's walk


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stars

June 3rd, 2014 (08:52 pm)
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dzwięki: Hexperos - Diadem Of The Night



LIttle silver star necklace ;-) I really like myself lately.

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gifts

June 3rd, 2014 (08:50 pm)
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dzwięki: Hexperos - Diadem Of The Night


And all beautiful pictures I've got from Lu silense are finally framed :-)
Now I just need to made the walls in new flat ready.

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beauty

June 3rd, 2014 (08:48 pm)
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dzwięki: Hexperos - Queen Mab | Powered by Last.fm


Lovely things from india shop ;) I've got beautiful blue box today, I try to photograph it tomorrow.



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Acacia

May 25th, 2014 (10:33 pm)
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dzwięki: Sigur Rós - Ný batterí | Powered by Last.fm


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city flowers

May 25th, 2014 (10:32 pm)
dzwięki: Sigur Rós - Glósóli | Powered by Last.fm


As I feel better now, I walk and explore more. It's like rediscovering once familiar places, since I often walk around places I knew very well when I was child, like neighbourhood of my old school ;) Maybe I need to get familiar with these places again before I'll move out. I have plans to start exploring city (and finding nice quites nature spots) near my new flat soon.

Jasmine and roses from today.


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summer fruits

May 25th, 2014 (10:24 pm)
dzwięki: Sigur Rós - Svefn-g-englar | Powered by Last.fm


Dried fruits and strawberry and fresh mint (gathered in my Land) smoothie



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dusk




Today's evening, soaking in the peaceful silence. Wish I can have this closer, just out of the doorstep, no city, just nature and calm. And someone to share this with me close by. I need that kind of people around, the ones that would sit in silence on the grass with me and watch the moon, with no need for words. It's good goal. It have to be in my life.

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colourful life

May 6th, 2014 (02:47 am)
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dzwięki: Maple Bee - Hello Eve | Powered by Last.fm


I’ve got wonderful gift from silense in friday. It’s so, so beautiful! I feel so blessed having such talented, amazing friends <3 I was feeling still a little down from low mentally day before, and it made me so happy. Pure joy, just from looking at picture or thinking about it and beautiful soul present in my life who gave it to me. So it’s not only pleasure of having beautiful piece of art but that art is a reminder of kind, loving people around me (even when they’re away).


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I got blender for birthday and I finally could include smoothies in my diet, it's great thing. I'm trying to write down every idea, so I can always have some inspirations ;-)


Apple, cucumber, rucola, kiwi, almonds and sesame
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memories and plans

April 28th, 2014 (12:57 am)
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dzwięki: Rajna - Traghodhia | Powered by Last.fm


Last night before I fell asleep I had random thoughts about my grandparents countryside house, so today I did some searching online, curious if there are any interesting photos from this village, and I ended up on google streetview. I went through entire lenght of the village, it triggered a lot of memories, it was strange to see how many summer cottages are now along the main road. Well, I knew it - me and my family visit this place sometimes, my uncle has small house on his part of grandparents possesion, but it was still a bit weird. There was only local people's houses and fields back in the times when I visited every summer (cottages started to appear in my late teens-eartly twenties, but not so many as now). I managed to find our old house on satelite photo. It's in the forest near the lake, no street view in there ;) It made me so nostalgic. There is so many memories in that place, some of my most precious and important ones. I had my own world in there. I still have, in some ways, in my mind, and sometimes I can see it there, in places that haven't changed much.  I think this nostalgic journey has a lot to do with me dealing with my grandparents deaths. I still miss them a lot. I made peace with the fact that they're gone, but I think even thirty or forty years from now, if someone's ask me, I would say that I wish they were here. And this place is so permanently connected with them in my mind. When I recall image of my grandma from back when I was a child, I can see powerful earth goddes, big as world, standing on this land, and my grandpa was quiet stargazer with thousand stories about faraway lands. It was all connected. I guess what I'm trying to say really, is that this place hold some meaning of home, spiritual inner motherland, place of origin, that unfamiliar, unknown place to long for. I have quite clear ideas of what "home" is in this meaning, and a lot of home was there. I think it's part of the reasons I'm trying to push my life in direction of recreating this, or rather creating something new with that feeling.

Okay, I think I managed to get to the reasons why I went looking for this place online in first place. Now look, this red thing in the circle is our old house. (blue thing right to it is uncle's new house, back in the days entire rectangular of trees was our garden)



Now shortly about my life lately. I sorted things out with my eating, now I'm treating myself a lot better and eat a lot of healthy vegan food. I'm feeling better too, some minor problems are still present but they slowly fading away. I have therapist now and I feel good about it. I really need it after all unpleasent things in my life and so much stress lately. I think I'm in the place where I can move on from. I'm feeling productive and I'm using it to do a lot of things (most of them rather mundane, but essential in life). Some days are worse, when I feel sad or just a little low, but I never expected recovery to be straight line, and in bigger picture I can see progress (in both mental and physical health). I'm also feeling more open about people lately. I love solitude, I love to spend time alone, but I don't like to be lonely and now I understand it. I'm seeing people and it's nice, especially because they're fandom people too. I just think there is lack of nature-loving-hippie type of people among my friends (in here, because I know such people from around the world). I'm still a bit clueless in "how I meet new people" field, but maybe I'll manage ;) So, yes, I think I miss someone with whom I could sit somewhere in the nature and talk about plants, universe andplans for eco future. maybe, when my health improve some more (and I'll be more fit - my condition still isn't the best, I need to change it) I will travel to meet some of my internet friends ;)

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lista

March 3rd, 2014 (12:36 am)
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dzwięki: Sava - Hurlyburly | Powered by Last.fm

Książek Chmielewskiej, które muszę odkupić, bo po latach kochania są zbiorem luźnych (i niekompletnych) kartek lub w tajemniczy sposób się zdematerializowały.

  • Klin

  • Krokodyl z kraju Karoliny

  • Całe zdanie nieboszczyka

  • Wszystko czerwone

  • Zwyczajne życie

  • Romans wszechczasów

  • Boczne drogi

  • Większy kawałek świata

  • Upiorny legat

  • Studnie przodków

  • Nawiedzony dom

  • Wielkie zasługi

  • Szajka bez końca

  • Dzikie białko

  • 2/3 sukcesu

  • Wyścigi

  • Zbieg okoliczności

  • Duża polka

  • Dwie głowy i jedna noga

  • Przeklęta bariera

  • Gwałt

  • Krwawa zemsta

  • Zbrodnia w efekcie

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(no subject)

November 17th, 2013 (09:17 pm)
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dzwięki: Hilmar Örn Hilmarsson & Sigur Rós - Óđin's Raven Magic - Chapter 3 [Live] | Powered by Last.fm


Just for the records, how I look like. Well, I looked like that in august, but that was five minutes ago. Photo by Lierre.
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middle of coming dalekcalypse ;P

November 16th, 2013 (09:40 pm)
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dzwięki: Sigur Rós - Hrafntinna


Spędziłam wczorajszy wieczór niezwykle kreatywnie, bawiąc się tą stroną, sklejającą statusy z facebooka. Musiałam zrobic kompilację.


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sigur ros warsaw 25.06.2013

July 13th, 2013 (08:11 am)
dzwięki: Sigur Rós - Festival



Soo… boys came on stage, Jonsi said hello and then they blow up the sun in my brain. Golden and crimson and shining, supernova on speed inside of my skull <3 And later petrichor, tillia flowers, liquid gold, fireflies, sparkles in silver and blue, silky ocean water, crystal bells and iridescent meadows. Takk.
Also, I missed last day bus, because it was raining and air was fresh, I had green umbrella with pink and red cranes and I was coming back from sigur ros, so I had to step into every puddle on a pavement, nobody can blame me.

That's all I can translate to words. But synestesia and sigur ros is best combination in the world, ever.

Yes, I'm alive, but mainly on tumblr ;)

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colours

November 3rd, 2012 (07:37 am)
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More of myself, this time with clothes on ;-) Althrough previous post was really...well, kind of empowering to me, jsut some act of showing my body - mostly to myself. I may wish to change the look of my body, but I don't have to hate it during the process. I think I will continue on this way. I made some progress on my spiritual and generally personal way this year. It was all so simple, timy little things I've been doing without even thinking about profit ftrom this, and I recently look back and it was hard to believe how far it already has taken me. It feels good. LIke I'm at least on my way - I don't know where it leads, but that's the point.
I have been neglecting LJ horribly, I have many photos and other things to share, I'd like to post them and I will try in some free time ;-)

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(no subject)

October 31st, 2012 (03:49 pm)
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dzwięki: Andrew Forrest - Interstellar Harmonics

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study in blue

March 29th, 2012 (08:13 pm)
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dzwięki: Cécile Corbel - Sans faire un bruit | Powered by Last.fm

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Kraków, sylwestrowo i hermetycznie ^^

January 4th, 2012 (03:02 am)
dzwięki: Murray Gold & BBC National Orchestra of Wales - The Enigma Of River Song


Hermetyczne serialowe grono zebrało się w Krakowie, aby czynić wiele rzeczy, przez normalne społeczeństwo mogących być uważane za bardzo dziwaczne, i bawiło się świetnie.
Ogólny widok na nasze rozrywki:




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Space Forest Sky

November 11th, 2011 (12:21 am)
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dzwięki: Irfan - Monsalvato





Space Forest Sky
50x70, oil on canvas

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