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my land

June 8th, 2014 (09:53 pm)


From my brief visit to my Land on the last weekend of May.
I missed this place so much. True, it changed a lot, especially village, but there is still power in there.



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I had an idea to ask my uncle to let me use his cabin in there for some time, so I can finally have some vacation. I already asked him and he agreed, now I need to decide in time ;)

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blue box

June 8th, 2014 (09:22 pm)
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beautiful box from india shop ;)



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starstuff

June 5th, 2014 (12:10 am)
dzwięki: Wardruna - Dagr



from today's walk


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stars

June 3rd, 2014 (08:52 pm)
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dzwięki: Hexperos - Diadem Of The Night



LIttle silver star necklace ;-) I really like myself lately.

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gifts

June 3rd, 2014 (08:50 pm)
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dzwięki: Hexperos - Diadem Of The Night


And all beautiful pictures I've got from Lu silense are finally framed :-)
Now I just need to made the walls in new flat ready.

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beauty

June 3rd, 2014 (08:48 pm)
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dzwięki: Hexperos - Queen Mab | Powered by Last.fm


Lovely things from india shop ;) I've got beautiful blue box today, I try to photograph it tomorrow.



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Acacia

May 25th, 2014 (10:33 pm)
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dzwięki: Sigur Rós - Ný batterí | Powered by Last.fm


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city flowers

May 25th, 2014 (10:32 pm)
dzwięki: Sigur Rós - Glósóli | Powered by Last.fm


As I feel better now, I walk and explore more. It's like rediscovering once familiar places, since I often walk around places I knew very well when I was child, like neighbourhood of my old school ;) Maybe I need to get familiar with these places again before I'll move out. I have plans to start exploring city (and finding nice quites nature spots) near my new flat soon.

Jasmine and roses from today.


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summer fruits

May 25th, 2014 (10:24 pm)
dzwięki: Sigur Rós - Svefn-g-englar | Powered by Last.fm


Dried fruits and strawberry and fresh mint (gathered in my Land) smoothie



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colourful life

May 6th, 2014 (02:47 am)
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dzwięki: Maple Bee - Hello Eve | Powered by Last.fm


I’ve got wonderful gift from silense in friday. It’s so, so beautiful! I feel so blessed having such talented, amazing friends <3 I was feeling still a little down from low mentally day before, and it made me so happy. Pure joy, just from looking at picture or thinking about it and beautiful soul present in my life who gave it to me. So it’s not only pleasure of having beautiful piece of art but that art is a reminder of kind, loving people around me (even when they’re away).


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I got blender for birthday and I finally could include smoothies in my diet, it's great thing. I'm trying to write down every idea, so I can always have some inspirations ;-)


Apple, cucumber, rucola, kiwi, almonds and sesame
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memories and plans

April 28th, 2014 (12:57 am)
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dzwięki: Rajna - Traghodhia | Powered by Last.fm


Last night before I fell asleep I had random thoughts about my grandparents countryside house, so today I did some searching online, curious if there are any interesting photos from this village, and I ended up on google streetview. I went through entire lenght of the village, it triggered a lot of memories, it was strange to see how many summer cottages are now along the main road. Well, I knew it - me and my family visit this place sometimes, my uncle has small house on his part of grandparents possesion, but it was still a bit weird. There was only local people's houses and fields back in the times when I visited every summer (cottages started to appear in my late teens-eartly twenties, but not so many as now). I managed to find our old house on satelite photo. It's in the forest near the lake, no street view in there ;) It made me so nostalgic. There is so many memories in that place, some of my most precious and important ones. I had my own world in there. I still have, in some ways, in my mind, and sometimes I can see it there, in places that haven't changed much.  I think this nostalgic journey has a lot to do with me dealing with my grandparents deaths. I still miss them a lot. I made peace with the fact that they're gone, but I think even thirty or forty years from now, if someone's ask me, I would say that I wish they were here. And this place is so permanently connected with them in my mind. When I recall image of my grandma from back when I was a child, I can see powerful earth goddes, big as world, standing on this land, and my grandpa was quiet stargazer with thousand stories about faraway lands. It was all connected. I guess what I'm trying to say really, is that this place hold some meaning of home, spiritual inner motherland, place of origin, that unfamiliar, unknown place to long for. I have quite clear ideas of what "home" is in this meaning, and a lot of home was there. I think it's part of the reasons I'm trying to push my life in direction of recreating this, or rather creating something new with that feeling.

Okay, I think I managed to get to the reasons why I went looking for this place online in first place. Now look, this red thing in the circle is our old house. (blue thing right to it is uncle's new house, back in the days entire rectangular of trees was our garden)



Now shortly about my life lately. I sorted things out with my eating, now I'm treating myself a lot better and eat a lot of healthy vegan food. I'm feeling better too, some minor problems are still present but they slowly fading away. I have therapist now and I feel good about it. I really need it after all unpleasent things in my life and so much stress lately. I think I'm in the place where I can move on from. I'm feeling productive and I'm using it to do a lot of things (most of them rather mundane, but essential in life). Some days are worse, when I feel sad or just a little low, but I never expected recovery to be straight line, and in bigger picture I can see progress (in both mental and physical health). I'm also feeling more open about people lately. I love solitude, I love to spend time alone, but I don't like to be lonely and now I understand it. I'm seeing people and it's nice, especially because they're fandom people too. I just think there is lack of nature-loving-hippie type of people among my friends (in here, because I know such people from around the world). I'm still a bit clueless in "how I meet new people" field, but maybe I'll manage ;) So, yes, I think I miss someone with whom I could sit somewhere in the nature and talk about plants, universe andplans for eco future. maybe, when my health improve some more (and I'll be more fit - my condition still isn't the best, I need to change it) I will travel to meet some of my internet friends ;)

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middle of coming dalekcalypse ;P

November 16th, 2013 (09:40 pm)
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dzwięki: Sigur Rós - Hrafntinna


Spędziłam wczorajszy wieczór niezwykle kreatywnie, bawiąc się tą stroną, sklejającą statusy z facebooka. Musiałam zrobic kompilację.


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sigur ros warsaw 25.06.2013

July 13th, 2013 (08:11 am)
dzwięki: Sigur Rós - Festival



Soo… boys came on stage, Jonsi said hello and then they blow up the sun in my brain. Golden and crimson and shining, supernova on speed inside of my skull <3 And later petrichor, tillia flowers, liquid gold, fireflies, sparkles in silver and blue, silky ocean water, crystal bells and iridescent meadows. Takk.
Also, I missed last day bus, because it was raining and air was fresh, I had green umbrella with pink and red cranes and I was coming back from sigur ros, so I had to step into every puddle on a pavement, nobody can blame me.

That's all I can translate to words. But synestesia and sigur ros is best combination in the world, ever.

Yes, I'm alive, but mainly on tumblr ;)

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Space Forest Sky

November 11th, 2011 (12:21 am)
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dzwięki: Irfan - Monsalvato





Space Forest Sky
50x70, oil on canvas

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Gaia's gifts

October 22nd, 2011 (03:48 pm)
dzwięki: Irfan - Otkrovenie

Another one ;-)


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figs

October 3rd, 2011 (09:04 am)
dzwięki: Oöphoi - Space Forest part I: distant monastery





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bird

September 20th, 2011 (10:50 pm)
dzwięki: Oöphoi - Space Forest part I: distant monastery



Visitor in my room ^^ Yes, I let him out ;-)


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And more crystals

September 17th, 2011 (07:00 am)
dzwięki: Andrew Forrest - Interstellar Harmonics



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stars

September 15th, 2011 (07:20 pm)
dzwięki: Rajna - Yihillish



Playing with my camera ;-) Of course my camera isn't good enough to some serious star photos, but I'm happy to be able to capture some stars at all. And I think I could manage somehing nice in some dark place. I need to go somewhere outside the city.



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Twórczość zjazdowa

September 6th, 2011 (02:57 pm)
dzwięki: Rajna - Eleusis


Zjazd, czterech whomanistów, dużo kartek i dwa długopisy. Oto efekty ;-D Moje jest po lewej w środku, po prawej i z lewej na dole Ven, a resztę zrobiła Fin. Kota też ja dorysowałam.

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indian

July 13th, 2011 (08:16 am)
dzwięki: Ataraxia - Lost Atlantis






indian print blocks

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